ok so maybe I will post again. I just read a post on the youka_nitta comm and it got me a little fired up.

Sooo... BeButiful. I think they suck as a company. They suck as a manga publisher. They just suck.

I have read a ton of Nitta's work and I love them so much. However when I picked up Casino Lily at Anime USA I was immensely disappointed. Now I have never actually seen the real japanese book only scans...and this may be me sticking my foot in my mouth and being the biggest dumbass ever when I say I think the Character introductions were horrible, and a huge spoiler for the whole book. Every picture was 'Casino Lily'(don't know how to spell his real name right off hand) having sex with another character. Every picture. It is very hard for me to believe that Nitta did that, but then again she might have.

So if the account for haru or any of her stuff went to another publisher I would be happy. Haru I believe is my favorite manga, not just fav yaoi manga. It is my favorite over all. And I hate to see it release when I know it could have looked so much better.

And even though I have heard people say they don't like Drama Queen, I think they would do an excellent job. I met the founder of the company and they really do seem to have a love of what they do and work hard to provide the absolute best quality of work that they can. ...and I want to work for them. And that is the truth.




sorry this is all grrr...i think it also had something to do with a damn paladin decided he had to heal me after a battle. I am a priest. I am a healing class. DO YOU THINK I CANNOT HEAL MYSELF?! Ok sorry, maybe he was trying to be nice, but he wormed his way into the group and wouldn't leave. I am somewhat glad I don't have that problem as a mage...because there are so many mages, no one wants one. So I dont have to put up with people's bull...but when I do group everyone is nice. And I am a hawt undead so you better watch your dead body or I might eat you.

I love male blood elves. If they were real I'd do one.

At 4:30 in the morning I have no shame. lol

so I think i will be leaving lj for my personal journaling stuffs. I will still be on here for other things but not for journaling. I set up over at gj...which I had before moving here. I really dont know if i am going to do anything anymore to tell the truth.

I just think lj is ridiculous. one of my all time fav artist got banned and I think that lj/6A are really cutting down on the things that I liked about being online: Free speech and being able to post things without fear. (does that make sense?) I mean the internet is anonymous and if you post something that makes people unhappy, who cares, those people don't know you in RL.

So I got around to doing a little bit of art last night after not being able to sleep much because my wisdom teeth are coming in and are hurting really bad.

And also I ended up modding my dreaming elf chiwoo head and it now has an almost done face up. so if anyone still reads this, check it out.


( pretty stuffs... )

soo... got my HP book and read like 8 chapter. I squee at Lupin/Tonks. I just knew that was going to happen. However, per my usual I flipped to the back and read a little of the Epi and I am now even more squeeful and extremely confused. I believe Snape has redeemed himself and I think deep in m heart I always knew he would...but I gotta get to the end befor I make that judgment.

kal got new clothes...a while ago. but I was bored so I thought I would post. I am such a bad person. Thought he likes the skirt big time. lol
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humm...so I was productive today. lookit




( Haru Icons )

I feel productive and ambitious.

I have been in NC and just finished week 2 of my internship at DP. Last week was good, this week crazy stressful.

Body Worlds opened this week and everything has been so hectic with people running in and out of the graphics office being like 'I need this NOW'. And the sad thing is there is only one graphics person and me, the intern.
BW officially opened to the public on Wednesday, and then My supervisor decided that he needed to take a week vacation to go to a weeding and left me there to fend for myself and the grap. department.

So I have been doing it all on my own, and doing a damn good job for the last three days.

Oh and the friends are coming tomorrow. I am so happy!

so I am in NC now, so not ready for my internship. really. The six hour drive was killer. At least I have a few days before I actually start. I got some stuff i need to finish up anyways. Gotta wait until the parental unit leaves though.

...and oh lj. you really suck. deleting peoples stuff is mean and not nice...It didn't happen to me but really that is bad, lj bad.

so I have to say I think 'squelch' is one of my fav. sfx. humm... however I have really never thought about it. 'lick' is good too.

*dies* I think I have been editing too much lately

oh new icons! yay A haru one and a Reno/rude one. hardcore <3

So I am finally back home from college. Yay! let's party. really. I am so dead tired. oh well, by tomorrow I should be good. Not to mention I have 4 chapters of scans to do in the next week/ 2 weeks. I am such a slacker. But they will get done.

Today was such a crappy day. Talking to mean people on the phone sucks and on top of that the cat like attacked my doll and took his wig and made it a new plaything. So he is now bald/ wigless. poor kallisto.

and LOVELESS is killing my brain...still.

Soo I haven't posted anything for a while. yeah been rather busy with the education. got a week and a half left. can't wait till it is over. Then I get a 2 week break before I get to pack back up and move to Charlotte for my internship. fun fun.

Today I decided I really wanted to join an icon community iconfiend100 to be exact. I am between two claims yet...either haru wo or reno/rude...because they have been totally killing my brain lately. And I think Rude is the sexiest. anyways...so I made a new journal just for graphic-y stuff. and I will be making some layouts for that journal and this one when I get done with school....and that journal is graphic_hell if anyone cares. I wanted it to be dollparts...but that was taken. lol

so someone please kill me! I have been sick for the last few days throwing up and stuff. i have gotten so behind on school things as well as other stuff I have been working on. I want to cry. It feels like someone has taken a spoon and scraped out my stomach. and I haven't been able to eat either. I end up just throwing it back up.

So today was really really... I don't know. The whole VTech thing. It is really kinda scary. Especially when VTech is only about 45 minutes away. I don't know anyone who goes there but my roommate's boyfriends brother was just down the hall from the classroom in the Engineering building that got shot at. so It is really shocking. I am sick of watching TV.

I have been such a bum today it is not even funny. I have stuff to do. note to self: PLEASE GET MOTIVATED! THERE ARE THINGS TO BE DONE!!!

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (Winamp, Media Player, Zune, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the 'next' button
6. Don't lie!
7. Show me urs

Opening Credits - Heroine -From First to Last

Waking Up - Position of Power - 50 Cent

First Day At School - Sono Wake o - Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Falling In Love - Waltz Moore - From First to Last

Fight Song - Lost in Hollywood - System of a Down

Breaking Up - Tongue - Seether

Prom - Bang Bang (You're Dead) - Ozzy Osbourne

Life - B.A.D - Beat Crusaders

Mental Breakdown - Remind Story - Vidoll

Driving - Figured You Out - Nickleback

Flashback - Seven Days - Taylor Davis

Getting back together - Waiting Room - Ozzy Osbourne

Losing your virginity - Big Machine - Velvet Revolver

Wedding - Dirty Little Thing - Velvet Revolver

Birth of Child - Cooking by the Book - From Lazytown

Final Battle - Heartache Every Moment - HIM

Death Song - Stop Looking Start Seeing - Papa Roach

Funeral Song - You Know What They Do to Guys Like Us in Prison - My Chemical Romance

End Credits - Love you like I do - HIM

I am so pissed. It is one in the fucking morning and I just want to go to bed. Like a normal person for once.

...but my roommate has to have the light on so she can finish her homework. she knows I have a hard time getting to sleep the way it is, but she can care less. She is really starting to irritate me. I am so angry I want to chuck something at her for real.

I mean really I had to try and read/study while her and her boyfriend makeout right in front of me with out any care in the world. obviously it was my problem to them.. I mean it's not like we share a room or anything. so I guess she couldn't do her homework in the 5 hours she makeout...so she has to do it now. I almost want to go sleep in the bathroom.

...and when she always says things that are sarcastic/mean, if I dont say anything she thinks she can just explain it away with an "i'm only joking'

Bridgette is not in the least bit amused.

So my elf arrived...I am so happy. I'm broke so everything he has on I made...even his wig which really doesn't fit his character at all...but until i get some moolah that is it...and he is wearing Kallisto's (my elf Yder) necklace...he is just mean like that. Taunting Kal because he hasn't got a body.

He is also my first faceup as well...but I think it is going to come off tomorrow because it needs some tweaking. he is really cute though.




( Malice...lookit )

So I haven't posted in a long time and I think it has been because everything has been going well. Even today is going well.

However even though today was great I don't feel happy about it. I mean I worked my ass off to get the best internship and I go it...but I am not really all that happy. I am not ready for this at all either. So now I am interning with Discovery Place in Virginia over the summer and I get to see the Body Works feature exhibit... which I am actually really excited about.

But I don't feel happy.

And my boy (doll) is coming home next week and that makes me excited. Kallisto finally gets a body...but he is going to have to share with the other 2 heads - the twins- Malice and Luka. Yeah I already got them planned out however they aren't going to get their right wigs or eyes or shoes till after break because I don't have any money now. and I am going to have one naked doll that I am gong to make some clothes for. nake-y Chiwoo. hehe

Being computerless is killing me. arrggg. And I still have a week before the damn part comes in. Damn.

And school. damn. I don't think I have ever had to walk so much. I have 2 classes on the 3 floor admin and science. One on 4th floor science and 2 second floor art. Oh how I love stairs. /sarcasm.

I think I have came to a reasonable conclusion....about bjds.

The nice little hoodie I made is going to have to wait till a little later... Maybe till September.

I had a talk with my mom about how I really wanted a doll...but I was having the hardest time deciding between a msd and a sd. And then I told her about resincon in September and she said that we could go...because it is close. And Luts is on there hopeful list so that is good. I really never thought I would be so taken with their dolls but thin i saw their large range of motion and totally fell in love with Shiwoo. And the MNF shiwoo is totally adorable...except he is small...and I want big..

Anyways she told me I should put my money in the bank and save..so that by september I could probably by both. Even though I am really thinking I would like a Dollshe. ...he has soo many good cosplay options...Soubi, Iason, a possible Yoji (but if i have a yoji I have to have an Aya.) And the more I look at the Iplehouse site..I could actually see myself having a girl doll.

Anyways Depending how well I can keep myself in check and save, and not splurge to badly on cons, I hopefully will have enough to get a doll(s) in September.

And damnit I never got to go to the bank today because Dad took the battery out of my car. So I am not going to see it till Friday.

I also got some stuff done today... I made a list of possible conventions for this semester, OMGcon..just the name wants to make me go... and the fact that Resincon is also going to be there.

Damn this saving stuff is going to be hard. My new years resolution? I guess .